Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Decisions Decisions


Don't we all love to make decisions?
I'm at a point where I have to make a decision on a certain matter.

Sometimes when all seems monotonous making & taking decisions are the things that actually spice up our lives? Don't you agree?

Should I take left or right? Take the risk or not? Yes or No ? Invest or Save up?

Sometimes I feel that without decisions & stress (which is another subject all together) are the things that actually makes us feel alive/different.

Maybe in a way I'm always looking forward to decisions & stress which reminds me that I'm still human! Yes I'm a weird person but the trill & excitement is super Shiok man! Will keep you people updated...
So what is your take on this subject people?
btw I'm not getting married yet in case you're wandering!

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Shedding of Tears

First and foremost I think my limited & faithful readers of my blog, should deserve an explanation for the reason of my disappearance...(on my blog that is)

The last time I actually blogged was 2 years ago. I was so sad & devastated that I stopped blogging... No that wasn't it..

Main reason why I stopped was because there were some problems with my blogger account....If I'm not mistaken (somebody correct me if I'm wrong)Blogger/Blogspot was bought over by Google...These corporate take-over whatchacallit' and then har, then har they were suppose to transfer the account thing to Google...and there was where my account got screwed up...tak boleh jalan... I tried & tried to redo/reacess/restart blogging but to my avail no go, no show, no blog.... hence no updates....So when people asked me do you have a blog I said "Yup, sure I do who doesn't blog? (actually lotsa people don't) But my blog is sorta dead! You can look it up at http:.........."

So how did I restarted to blog?

Don't you find it weird that my post today has nothing to do with the title?

Hold your horses people...I'm coming to that in awhile it has been some time since I blogged so patient a bit..

I restarted to blog coz one day I was bored and so I tried to access into my account...Ta Dah! Managed to transfer properly & all green light....So that's how I did it!

And SO back to my title...Why shedding of Tears?

When was the last time you ever shed your tears? When was the last time you cried? Sobbed uncontrollably? Okay so I didn't really cried a million buckets of tears but the last time I remember crying manly 'ahem' tears was 2 years ago.. it was when my faithful beloved dog Matthew died...it was like having a friend of 15 years suddenly vanished...I took him out day in day out rain or shine we played & laugh together..then suddenly he grew old & old and then his frail body could not take it anymore & he is gone....So my post today is a tribute to my doggie who died 2 years ago...

With Matthew I remembered my friends saying that they always see me walking my 'orange dog' At this point I would like to stress that his fur has a golden-ish shade...Not orange...

I still remember that afternoon when I shed my manly tears...All my siblings fault lah...sister in particular...if she didn't start then I would/could contain my reservoir of water...So emotional hor? Anyway it isn't wrong to cry...just that sometimes people/society perceive men who cry to be sissy...

Actually I remember clearly now the last time I officially shed manly tears wasn't 2 years ago but it was when I left my previous company...I remember walking out from the building & I controlled as much as possible (only 1-2 tears I counted)...walking down the road with this Mr Tee and I remember telling him that I would be better one day walking high & tall...that was a promise that I intend to keep..

Back to tears I recently made someone cried and this was how that some one felt

That's all from me! Kinda Long this post not very me!

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

I am BACK!!

Guess who is back??!!!
After a 2 year hiatus I'm actually back!!
But then again who reads my blog?
Pleaseeeeeeeeee post your comments up here so that I will have a valid/better reason to continue blogging!!

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